Par le hasard de la vie.

i hope you understand. i cannot be your friend. how could anybody love me when i came here all alone on my way to anywhere else. sorry, i'm just passing through. this isn't my town. this isn't my village. this isn't my sun on the wall. this isn't my water in the lake. this isn't my sound on the radio. is this me at all? i haven't found myself yet. so tell me, who do you want to love? who is standing here in front of you? maybe someday i will understand, maybe someday i will say that i felt wrong. but wrong feelings are hard to throw away. i'm addicted to them. i've always been and who knows - maybe i'll always be.

anything is lost and nothing is achieved yet. perhaps i should practise. 

ich verletzte andere menschen. aber nennt mich nicht perfekt. nein nennt mich nicht so. manchmal weiß ich nicht was geschieht. manchmal verliere ich mich. 

und es ist hart, mich danach wiederzufinden. aber reicht mir nicht eure hände. im moment habe ich meine krallen ausgefahren.